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So I was reading poetry…
Jun 8th, 2009 by admin

Never a good start to a post, except for today. I was looking through some translations of Pablo Neruda poems. He’s one of my favorite poets. Looking through his collected works, I found this one:

No te quiero sino porque te quiero
y de quererte a no quererte llego
y de esperarte cuando no te espero
pasa mi corazón del frío al fuego.

Te quiero sólo porque a ti te quiero,
te odio sin fin, y odiándote te ruego,
y la medida de mi amor viajero
es no verte y amarte como un ciego.

Tal vez consumirá la luz de Enero,
su rayo cruel, mi corazón entero,
robándome la llave del sosiego.

En esta historia sólo yo me muero
y moriré de amor porque te quiero,
porque te quiero, amor, a sangre y fuego.

Which is translated out to:

I do not love you except because I love you;
I go from loving to not loving you,
From waiting to not waiting for you
My heart moves from cold to fire.

I love you only because it’s you the one I love;
I hate you deeply, and hating you
Bend to you, and the measure of my changing love for you
Is that I do not see you but love you blindly.

Maybe January light will consume
My heart with its cruel
Ray, stealing my key to true calm.

In this part of the story I am the one who
Dies, the only one, and I will die of love because I love you,
Because I love you, Love, in fire and blood.

And maybe its because I am tired, or over-caffeinated, or have a final soon, but I really feel like this is the original to Katy Perry’s “Hot and Cold”:

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes
Yeah you, PMS
Like a bitch
I would know

And you always think
Always speak
Crypticly

I should know
That you’re no good for me

Cause you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, You don’t really want to stay, no
You, but you don’t really want to go-o
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down

We used to be
Just like twins
So in sync
The same energy
Now’s a dead battery
Used to laugh (used to laugh) bout nothing (bout nothing)
Now your plain (now your plain) boring (boring)

I should know (I should know)
you’re not gonna change (change)

Cause you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, You don’t really want to stay, no (Whoa)
You, but you don’t really want to go-o (Oooh)
You’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down (Down)

Someone call the doctor
Got a case of a love bi-polar
Stuck on a roller coaster
Can’t get off this ride

You change your mind
Like a girl changes clothes

Cause you’re hot then you’re cold
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down
You’re wrong when it’s right (When it’s right)
It’s black and it’s white
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up (We make up)

You’re hot then you’re cold (Ohhhhhhhhhhhh)
You’re yes then you’re no
You’re in and you’re out (Oh!)
You’re up and you’re down (Ohhhhhhhhhhhhh)
You’re wrong when it’s right
It’s black and it’s white (Oh!)
We fight, we break up
We kiss, we make up

You, you don’t really want to stay, no (Whoa)
You, but you don’t really want to go-o (Oooh)
You’re hot then you’re cold (Cold)
You’re yes then you’re no (No)
You’re in and you’re out
You’re up and you’re down (Dooooown)

And with that stroke of brilliance (or something like that) I’m going back to calculus.

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